I guess there has been some speculation regarding my reaction to Lori and Brad's announcement of their plans to sell the homestead.
While yes, I have shed several tears about this (you all know I am quite the sap) ... I am also a realist.
(1) The house is Lori's and Brad's. They are free to do with it what they wish. This is what it is!
(2) I know, first hand, the loneliness of growing up sans friends. Donny Smith was my closest neighbor, and I guess it was his religion, or whatever, that didn't allow for a ton of interaction. I'm not complaining now, nor did I then. But, I can certainly understand the whole "we don't have any friends" thing.
(3) Gravel roads - I've always said, if you can run 100 mph on a gravel road, you can "drive". Trust me, I've done it. That training provided me with the opportunity to run 157 mph (average) in Germany, no sweat. And heck, even Sandi knows "driving on gravel" LOL
(4) While I would love to say I would love to come back to Lawrence County, I think at this point we all need to be "real". There are no businesses there that would be able to afford me. I'm not saying this snobbishly ... just speaking the truth. I sometimes think running for Governor might pay about the same, but again ... I can't do it. I'm too conservative. "Upstate" would never support me, and I know I could never get Eric's support to try to sway some of the swing votes up there. I do have some local support from the South Side, here from CT ... but he is a White Sox fan. I'm not counting on it happening.
(5) While we're on it, I KNOW there are no businesses in Lawrence County that could afford Janice.
(6) Neither Janice nor I are ready for retirement ... and to be honest, I've never thought of Lawrence County as a "retirement spot". But, let's get real here once again ... I'll retire when someone plants me in a grave. That will be about the time I will be "ready for retirement." If we were to retire, after having won the Powerball, we would probably end up buying a yacht and cruising around the world ... just like anyone else in this family would do.
I know this sounds very weird, but last and by very no means the least ...
I talked with Lori this evening and while speaking with her, I heard Mom in her, talking about who would get the house. Sitting here, afterward, I felt that Mom says it is okay. Dad even chimed in (I felt Dad sitting here, and could smell his having some popcorn) ... as did Granddad. Hearing Granddad was pretty "strong", and his only word was "Yes". When Dad chimed in, I just felt him look at me, he sort of cocked his head a little bit and simply said with a grin, sort of maybe tossing something of a reference to Granddad ... "Well?" ... but I have this almost overwhelming feeling, right now, that Mom and Dad are saying to all of us, "We love you, and we know you love us."
I am not going to wait, until perhaps it is too late (we never know) before offering this:
I love you all.